He's more adorable that Justin Bieber.

Russell is so adorable (Yea, as if you guys didn't already know that.). It was so hilarious when I went to the arcade with him yesterday.

First we played Daytona. That racing game thing. It was so funny. The first time he beat me, so I asked for a rematch. The 2nd match when I overtook him he started screaming at me, then he started distracting my by pulling my steering wheel. Then at the last 6 seconds I don't know why but I kinda went sideways and when my brother won he laughed at me.

Yes, a 10 year old laughed at me and said I was a noob.

I got my revenge when we played motoGP. IT WAS SO FUNNY LA! Cause its like the real thing, you have to sit and tilt your body to steer. Since Russell was so tiny he couldn't like tilt properly. So he kept asking me "Gor, how to turn laaaa. ITS NOT WORKING."

I just laughed. And in the end he got off the bike and started pushing and pulling it. Seriously. While he had his hand on the gas he was pushing and pulling. Hahah.


Then we went to play basketball. We beat the high score and got 135. Then suddenly a group of ppl came and tried to beat it. They almost lost when at the last second the managed a 137. So, not to be defeated my brother and I spent our last tokens on it. We were on fire! We got like. 150 smth. So we went somewhere else and sat down.

The same group tried to beat our score again! They tried. They failed. We laughed. Hysterically. Epic.


It was a good day. And Russell got pissed at Taylor Lautner cause I said he's going for Taylor Swift. He LOVES Taylor Swift. Hahaha.


♥ my bro man. :)

-J

What is this love?

Gosh I miss that feeling. That butterflies. I had it earlier this year. I think? But right now I cant differentiate infatuated love and real love. Its true. I feel as if my whole hormone system went numb. Its just like, stoning.

Cause I like many people and I do flirt. But the thing is. I really don't know. How love really is? How is it supposed to feel like. I wish someone would just tell me. I really wanna stop searching for an answer.

I know, your probably thinking that why am I in a rush. But the truth is. I'm more into finding out how it feels like. Honestly. I kinda miss it.

But theres more to romantic love, there's passionate love, religious love, compassionate love, etc.

:( Sigh. Have no idea what I'm talking abt. Someone tell me.

Fate or Destiny?

Leaning against the window, he glanced out against the distant horizon. It was 4 in the morning. He couldnt sleep. The only thing that was on his mind was Her. All he could do was think. Think about the memories they shared.

Tears started trickling down his face. The pain was hard to bear. It wasn't just him but everyone close to her felt that intense feeling of remorse. But to him, it hit him the hardest.

He started to recall the first day she transferred to his school. She looked adorable but utterly clueless. But there was something about her that made him go nuts. Something, he couldnt really understand. Not yet anyway.

He, being his usual friendly self greeted her. She smiled shyly as a sign of acknowledgment blushing, slightly. From that day on, they we're to be best friends.

They did everything together. They shared laughs and smiles. They shared everything with each other. They spent their childhood together. They grew up together. Even though they both knew everything about each other, there was one thing that he never told her. For you see, from the moment he set his eyes upon her, he was in love with her.

He knew from the bottom of his heart that she was the one for him ,yet not wanting to jeopardize their relationship, he never told her. She on the other hand, was hoping that he might tell her.

As years went on, she was different. No longer was she that girl with the pony tails that use to cry when she fell down. She matured into a beautiful young woman. He's feelings for her grew even more yet he tried his best not to think about it. He thought that it could never work out.


On one faithful day, he brought her up to the hill overlooking their neighborhood. They sat there together thinking of how long they've knew each other. They remembered all the times they spent their days together. They sat there together watching as the sun set.


It was a beautiful night that night, the stars were shining brightly and the moon lit their surroundings. He thought to himself how beautiful she was under the moonlight. He really wanted to tell her at that time, just how he felt. But just as he was about to she got a call.
It was from her parents and she needed to get home. He brought her back home without telling her. Just as she was about to leave the car, she gave him a gentle kiss goodbye.


She called him a few days later to meet up. It was raining heavily so she came over to his house and the hanged out. The talked and talked for hours. He didnt know what was going to happen.
After awhile, she left. She hugged him with tears flowing in her eyes. He asked why. But she just smiled and left.

She was absent from school for the next few days. He got worried and called up her cell. No answer. Suddenly, he received a call. He got word that she had died from cancer. He just froze. He couldnt control the sudden emotion that overwhelmed him. He just fell down to his knees. Tearing uncontrollably.

He went home. In tears. Thinking to himself. If only he had told her sooner. Then as he reached into one of his jacket pockets he found a note. Apparently she left it there for him when she hugged him. It wrote..

Since you are reading this I think you would have already known. I wish I could spend more time with you. But I don't have alot of time. I didn't tell you this but when I went for a checkup I found out that I was going to die very soon. The tumor in my brain was at its most potent stage. There was nothing anyone could do. I had just a few months left to live. I wanted so badly to tell you but I couldnt bear the pain.

I'm so sorry.

But I all I really wanted to tell you was that I loved you. So much. I want so much to be with you, to hold you, to keep you warm. But I know I cant. This is probably the last your hear of me. Take care of yourself and remember. I'll always be with you. In our memories and in your heart.


xxx

He couldn't believe what he had just read. He loved her so much, but he didnt tell her. He wished he had. But it was to late. All he could do now was to think of her. He missed her so much.
If only he had said it sooner.




You only start to miss someone when their gone.

-J

NOTE: This is another work of fiction. I like writing. Though i have to improve it. Hope you enjoyed reading it :)

Why do I even bother.

Being a student has got to be the best time of anyone's life but there's really one thing I really dislike doing.

Studying.

Its true when they say that what we don't like are normally good for us.

But its not like we have a choice anyway.

I so regret not really taking form 4 seriously. Kinda slacked off the entire year. So there I was, trying to cram everything in the wee hours of the morning. I stared blankly into sheets of white paper with words such as mitosis and covalent bonds.

Oh, I knew from the start I was screwed.

Okay. All I remembered was that I tried to start at 8. Failed. Played with my brothers. Read magazines. Tried again at 9.30. Failed. Played my guitar and went down to eat. I finally started to study at 11pm. No joke. This went on for almost 3 weeks. This routine.

There was one of those days that I slept for less than 2 hours. from 5am to what, 6.30am? It was physics. And I went to school, BLANK. Epic fail.

I just noticed this.

Yup. Its even spelled that way.

That was the loneliest nights ever in my 16 yo life. Though I would like to thank those people that stayed up with me. You know who you are. ;)

Even though this few weeks felt like hell. It was fun though. Cause everyone else was studying too. Carlos, Netto and I went to McDs to study. We created a mess! And Julian went nuts and wore Fabi's jacket. Wackos.


And where would I be without my music? I love my Pod. :) And Lenny Kravitz. I just love the song I'll Be Waiting. It being the ending song for L: Change the World has nothing to do with it! Okay, actually it does. Still!



Anyway, I knew I was gonna fail for all this last minute work. But then I wanted to at least give an effort. All the stress must have went to my head. I actually brought an icebox filled with caffeine.

Thank God for the AAR concert. I could at least destress. Or at least that's what I thought. Instead of being relaxed I became so stressed out because of Add Maths I had a mental breakdown. So therefore I didnt study at all. My holidays technically started.

All I had now was 3 more days. My little pink thing was accompanying me.



Yups. :) And well, I had someone else with me too. :)

Anyway, in this 3 weeks I really had time to think and find myself.




.. I still havent found what I was looking for but..






A pictures paint a thousand words. Figure it out for yourself.


-J

I'm not perfect. :)

Booyah! Its been ages since I blogged. Theres so much to say and do. Rant and what not. But before that. Let me say a public statement.



I, Justin Choy, am not perfect. I might have this superficial persona that I'm a goody guy but when reality strikes I'm not. Its just that we are brought up in a way to make people believe what they want them to. I think theres a profession for that. I think it called an actor.

Truth be told, more than half of you guys don't know the real me. I'm not always nice you know.

I swear alot.
I am effing mean sometimes.
I do like talking about sick, twisted things.
I do wanna dress with 4 different colours one day.
I do wanna go clubbing and partying.

I'm just 16. I'm a teenager. Its just my time to be wild, crazy and not thinking before I do things. Its my imperfections that make me human.


STOP trying to set things straight for me. Thats why I have parents. And pastors. But what I don't fucking understand is that why you people give a shit when you can't even take care of your own bloody life.


Like seriously man, get a life. Theres a difference between advising me between whats right and wrong to downright telling me how to live my life.

I DO NOT like to be told to do things let alone how to live my life.


So to whoever who has a problem against me. I don't give an F. Seriously.



P.S. Its just something I needed to get out. Not towards anyone. Just I needed to rant. Yes. I know blogs are public and it'll haunt me in the future but hey guess what.


I'm 16. Deal with it.




-J

Of Halloween and Rejects

I told everyone not to be late but I ended up half an hour late. Karma man.


Anyway, the guys and me went for AAR last Saturday! it was Epic!

I went there along with the guys from school and CJ. It was really fun!

We reached there around like. 4.30+? It was scorching I tell you! literally burning! And there was this superfreakin long line. But guess what? Apparently we had friends all the way in front. Sanjeev too! Seems like everyone was a familiar face. Went around all hyper and greeting everyone!

Poked Mei into submission. It took her SO LONG to intro me to her friend. tsk tsk.

Oh then when the gates were open for entry all hell broke loose.

It was like DUKE all over again. All the traffic. All the bastards who pushed and shoved me can go to hell. Seriously. I mean. WAIT YOUR FREAKING TURN LAA. My gosh. It was so retarded la all these with that effed up mindset.

In the end the guys and I manage to get a nice place up front. Well, quite front. Behind Mei Ji and gang. I'm so short it was so sad okay. :(


At first I was really looking forward for this but DiGi screwed it up. BIG TIME. This concert was one of the biggest disappointments ever. Period.

Do you know how many times I listened to Move Along? Like 7 times or something. I cant remember but DiGi's music ad is like etched in my brain stuck on repeat. And that image of that guy who gets carried away. lol.


After waiting for almost a lifetime. Ian and Natalie started talking and introduced the local bands.
It was alrite. But there was another delay. GOSH.

First up was Disagree. Not many people like em but I find their music somewhat entertaining.
The crowd was so negative it was so not cool. The local artistes we're good. Pop Shuvit and the like.

During the song Marabahaya from Pop Shuvit these bunch of boyan rempits kept pushing us like shit. Seriously. Not just pushing but like punching and such. I was this close to hitting on of em. grrr.


ANYWAY, after the local bands there was another long hiatus for like, idk, an hour? The crowd was so restless they started chanting "DiGi sucks!" like over and over again. And I pity Ian and Natalie. They we're the ones that got all the shit from the crowd.


Eventually AAR finally came out. Tyson was being super gay as usual. People who went there should know. It was like he was moaning. But he is kinda cool nonetheless. After a few songs I kinda ditched the guys. Not really. I was super thirsty and like being squashed cause I was so small.

Jon and CJ followed me to get some drinks. But I really ditched them this time. Well, I wanted to meet someone.


I did. And I wished I had stayed longer with her before going back. I didnt know we weren't going home immediately. I would have so hanged longer. :)

Anyway, we bought our tickets right and then all of a sudden ALL of our phones went dead. Rais and me went walking around swearing finding reception. We eventually found a spot that was like 3 x 3ft that seem to have reception.

You could imagine Rais and me standing in that small fragment of land getting reception. Only when my phone was working did I realize that CJ was already AT the station. I was like. "Shit."
Manage to get all the guys. Who were lepaking here and there.


As we were all super high now we all started singing whilst walking to the LRT. It was so funny. We waited for the LRT for so long and everywhere we go Rais seems to know someone. HAHA. He's like Opera man wtc.

The LRT took us all the way back to Chan Sow Lin station where we met with Julian Lee. Who seemed to know Rais too. Like its just freaky. The LRT took another 20 minutes or so to come after the initial stop.

Once we got on it. Rais and Julian L. were playing with the door. Running in and out. A girl got really pissed and scolded Rais. He was like. "Freak." LOL. Anyway,As we were about reach ampang. We stopped. AGAIN. waited for another 10 minutes there.

In the end I reached home at around 1.40am. Was tired as nuts. Showered. Slept. Boy, was it a tiring day.



But it was fun nonetheless, with everyone there. :) Hope theres another concert soon!

-J

Happy Halloween

I'm an L wannabe. Did you know I actually got scolded by the ustaz for sitting like this? :) Awesomeness.


Happy Halloween readers! :)


-J


p.s ALL AMERICAN REJECTS IS TOMORROW!

The Great Escape.

The clock struck 10.20am. The sound of the ringing bell could be heard all over the block. People knew that the dreaded "I-have-to-hafal-36-Nilai" is over. Our battle is over. But not the war.

My hand grew numb. The feeling of anxiety overwhelming. I had left a few questions blank while I was busy doing the other questions. I delayed so much time. A sense of regret was getting me. I was depressed, really.


But whats done is done, I've done my best. I'll leave the rest in God's hands.


But that's not what's this posts about. Its about what happened after the exam that made this a really great day. The Moral students who finished early was not supposed to go home. But we did. We masterminded a plan to escape the compounds of the school.


Felt like a P.O.W though the means of escape was simpler than many of us could imagine. A whole segment of the fence was literally removed, yes removed! It was funny how when I went with my friends we passed the teacher's canteen area on the way out. And at first it was just a few people. But from a few became many many more.

I mean, imagine this, 30-40 students walking in a single file line getting outta school and you just sitting there with your karipap, dumbfounded.

Yes. Interesting. But we up'd our pace. A few of the guys we're already across the street signaling for us to get back. We dashed acrossed into a tight alleyway and changed there.

From here, Barath and Brandon were with me. Walking an alternate route from the others who were STILL in a single file line. It was Epic.


We ended up eating alone at Thurkas. They went for chicken rice. The guys and I talked alot till Daniel called.


Yes. It was hilarious how he was walking around Melawati not knowing where we were. I had to give him directions to thurkha only to make him walk back to where he came from. Yeah. Daniel walked from the club back to the club.

Not my fault he didn't tell me he was there.

Oh btw, I find Daniel's obbession with coconuts interesting yet, somewhat disturbing. Theres a video that I'll upload soon that involves cavemen and coconuts. Stay tuned.

It was a great day eventhough I exhausted myself with futsal with my homies, tuition for an hour which I didnt understand nuts, and a yum cha session with Barath, Dino and Cyn.

Fun day. Now I'm off to study History.. I mean Sejarah. Yeah. The subject which everyone hates. I wanna love it. But its in BM. So that sucks.


-J


P.S Fabi said I should do song covers. So maybe I should. Eventually. :)

Reasons why you should date a paintballer.

This has been here for awhile. Enjoy! =D

20 reasons to date a paintballer

1. We aren't afraid to get down and dirty
2. We know how to listen to directions
3. We at least have a ten inch barrel
4. We can fire off hundreds of rounds without getting tired.
5. We always wear protection
6. We love to be aggressive, head first into anything
7. We like to push hard, but not TOO hard.
8. We never forget to lube.
9. We always have to have the best **** on the field.
10. If we run out of gas, it takes less than 5 seconds to get us going again!
11. We know how to work any position front, back, and all in between
12. We're good at moving our fingers extremely fast in small places
13. We can move & contort our bodies into weird positions
14. We know how to use a condom
15. We're used to 2 on 1
and 3 on 1 situations
16. Standing, kneeling, laying down... really it doesn't matter
17. We have great aim
18. We dont mind a little pain
19. We will play any chance we get
20. When we play we look good doing it!'

10 more reasons to date a PBer, some may be repeats
1 ) Our equipment is made for high pressure.
2 ) Welts and hickies look about the same.
3 ) It's quite normal for us to wear masks, straps, and harnesses.
4 ) Forget bases, we just go for the 50.
5 ) Walking a trigger and handling small fragile parts means nimble hands.
6 ) We can hit a moving target at 100 feet, we can protect your honor too.
7 ) We'll "communicate" with you all you want, just do it over a radio.
8 ) Dropping $100 in a single day is nothing new.
9 ) Jumping, diving, ducking, and sliding develops great body coordination.
10) We never play without protection.

And 10 reasons why paintball is better than a girlfriend ( I'll let one of the ladies write the counter. )

1 ) You can use more than one marker in a day and not feel guilty.
2 ) A marker doesn't get jealous when you admire another player's gear.
3 ) Exhaust gas on a marker is a good thing.
4 ) Having more than one marker makes you a collector, not a "playa."
5 ) You don't have to talk to your gear everyday to show you care.
6 ) Friends don't think you're a pervert when talking about snakes and bushes.
7 ) A simple wipe down and a little oil keeps a marker satisfied for over a month.
8 ) $70 paint, $20 field fees, and $10 air is cheaper than prom and can last just as long.
9 ) Volatile as it may be, even CO2 doesn't explode or freeze for no reason.
10 ) Markers never say, "It's not you, it's me."

Parents + Facebook = FML

Parents and Facebook are like a double shot espresso with gym socks. Some things are just never supposed to relate.

There are other people who think like me to. But thankfully I'm not as unlucky as some of my friends who have their parents on Facebook.

Julian, sorry to say, has to be the most unlucky person to have parents on facebook so far. Well, he has his mom constantly stalk each and everything he does there.

Recently there was a video posted up that was less than appropriate from Ryan. Well, guys being guys (Ryan being Ryan.) you know what to expect.

I was scrolling down the comments and I LOL'ed.

Apparently Julian's mum said this.

hey..this is not funny ok.. Don't your parents watch your nonsense.
Ryan : can you be more decent and delete this from the FB, it is really disgusting.....otherwise I may have to see your parents.
The rest of you - Are you guys meeting up to talk & do nonsense stuff. Please do more productive stuff and remain focus in your studies. Stop this nonsense about calling people GAY! plz

and this

RYAN - Please delete this video clip immediately. It is not funny. For a 15 year old boy to behave like this is really disgusting.

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?comments&v=1051450344290
http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?comments&v=1051452264338


Owned.


Get this guys. Facebook is for networking. Parents and their kids LIVE in the same house. lol

-J

Nigel's 14th Surprise Birthday Bash!

I suck in planning. But hey, it was fun no?

It was so damn retarded when we were hiding the the AV room. Prakkash couldnt shut up for 5 seconds.

And Sabrina, Sorry I made u wet. Oh me? No la, just the left side. Ahahah.

Umbrella. Rain. Sickos.


Everything did turn out great. Nigel's reaction was beyond Epic. Priceless man. I think he probably wet his pants.

Anyway. The people was fun. I ended up doing nothing. Except for gamble. Which I lost money when I was the dealer. Damnit.

Well, great day nonetheless!


Special Thanks to

Keshen and Sulaiman for calling all the people, sorting out their issues, and coming on time.

Mum for constantly nagging at me to get the guest list and for preparing food and drinks.

Dad for being all 24-ish telling me when the target is ETA.

Prakkash for being a retard.

And a superduper big THANK YOU to everyone who came and made his day a special one!



P.S 8 Days left. Then I shall await my report card. :(


-J

Paintball is a Passion

Paintball is not a hobby, Its a passion.

For every bruise or ache that comes after it its all worth it. Its just THAT great. Last Saturday, I went paintballing with my team. It was scorching. But it was fun nonetheless. Met a few new guys. Like Tim and Daniel.

Daniel shares an uncanny resemblance to Edison Chen. Really.

Anyway, I'm really proud to say that my team improved alot already. Can't wait for MY National Paintball League or MPOC next year!

But more importantly. I'm waiting for the WCA in November. Sales! Woot!
Some pictures from the training.




-J

Super weekend Triple post.

I was really lazy to blog. Until now. My Deepavali weekend is supafreakinawesome thanks to those you guys. Yes. Thanks to each and everyone of you guys for sharing your weekend with me!

Alright anyway I'll start with Friday.

Went out with M and had my date with Elle :P to KL's Golden Triangle. Was uber fun! When I met up with them the first thing Mei did was put her hands out and waited for the camera. Ouch.

Hungry as usual. So we went to makan. That pancake place in Pavilion. We saw Sabrina on the way there! Then we saw her again when we came back down.

Ironically, we didnt order pancakes. But the food was good nonetheless. I tried imitating and Elle and be cute. Failed miserably.


We went to the cinema with the intention to watch Tsunami. But then we couldn't cause the timing wasn't right. But we couldn't miss the opportunity to camwhore. And they stalked me!

So we ended up walking around Pavilion. The lighting there is phenomenal. And you know what girls do best when they go into the toilet with a camera?



LOL. Thats what happens when you give a DSLR to these two.

Moving on. We went shopping larh and then the shot below was very ironic.
Familiar? Yes. Ironic? Very.

Moving on. After walking arnd Pavilion for some time we ended up going to Sungei Wang. Which was a place I could afford. Its been awhile since I went there. The ceilings are still super low. They wanted to barbie me up. Again. And ended up with this. :)

I didnt get it at first though, we went to walk around somemore. Into many different shops. More excuses for more camwhoring sessions. :P We walked around sungei wang for a few more hours before meeting up with Joon Hong and Jian.




The pic(above) is MJ rubbing the mannequin's stomach. No shit.

Anyway, we went to meet up with the guys at Starbucks later.


(Above) Wtf?
The movie was at 6 so we had a few hours to walk around somemore. Jian went to get his toy and the rest of us went back to SG. Wang. to get Mei's heels and my shirt. But before that well..



Yeah. Even more pictures. This blog post is kinda like. A photo album now. Anyway, Elle was being, well, Elle.
Yeah. It was ELLE. LOL. M and I was sayin how if we were 18 we would so go in. hahaha

Elle said that I look damn gangster in this pic. LOL.



Don't be confused. See, M and I made a deal. If I could get 6 pecs by the end of the year she wont go home when we go out. So yeah I have kinda abit. So she kept poking the top there. So.. I poked her back. It was hilarious.

Yeah. We love pictures. :D. Anyway Mei was walking super fast it was scary. We got lost in Sungei Wang! And the smell of Famous Amos lingered in the air as we were walking around. Gosh was I hungry. Anyway. We got our stuff.
Rawr.

And this is what happened when I bought my stuff.

lol

Anyway, we went back to Time Square to watch Cloudy with a chance of meatballs. Joon Hong and I laughed at intro.

"Hujan Bebola Daging" wtff? LOL

The movie was hilarious throughout. While they went for dinner I went home. Was a great day. ♥ you guys. :)

♥♥

-J

Death Note.

I have just finished reading the entire manga of Death Note. This experience has left me utterly confused but very thrilled.

The story is very very well written. The writer has to be some genius to think of something like this but its more of a psychological thriller than anything else. But I feel really confused now.

I think I'm gonna go buy the mangas. 12 Volumes. Wonder how much that'll be.

Will update soon.


-J

Stars Wars aint got nothing on this!

:D

-J